Sunday, May 22, 2011♥12:51 AM
Seriously, I am such a wimp.
I don't fucking dare to attempt Rachmaninoff Piano Concerto No.2, I don't want to realize that I have bloody short fingers and small hands loll. But like yea, seriously idc about all of that shit and I will try it and hopefully succeed lol. But currently I'm learning Chopin Etude Op.10 No. 3 and it's toughhhh. Like reallllllllll tough. Ok maybe not but w/e. 3 more days till I head over to Jp ! I know I keep counting down in like every single post that I made.
Oh right, MYE RESULTS. I don't know if it's because exams have been going on for so many years in my life and Im sick of it, or if I really changed so much after going to secondary school. I start to not give my best, I start to not try, I start to feel sick of everything. I didn't score so well lol, all of them are just average. And most of them are C's ? I suppose I am an idiot after all aha. Only A that I actually got was Mathematics, and I scored 88. Personally I'm not happy with that score, but I can't say that I'm actually disappointed ? lol.
Right now I am deciding if I should transfer to SOTA anytime soon pfft. I don't think my mum approve of this, neither will my dad. I just feel like, I should pursue what I actually like ? Not that I don't enjoy studying or anything like that. Just that I really love the piano, and I wish to like, be a professional at it or something lol. Is it unwise ? Will I be wasting my life studying something which actually doesn't help me at all in future [ as in in terms of financially shitzxc ] ? Whatever, I shall just continue my boring boring boring boring boring boring boring life. And get into some random company, work for some random boss, become a manager at a nearby company, retire, die. zzzz. That's not the fucking life I want.
Wednesday, May 18, 2011♥1:46 AM
Hey yo Im back LOL.
I probably haven't mentioned this in my previous posts but recently Im starting to watch Nana. Yes i know its old and yes I know Im outdated if I havent watched it yet .... whatever [ there it is again xD ] . Anyway I keep thinking abour betrayal after watching up til ep 20 +++ [ making references to Hachiko & Shu .... I forgot his name. Pfft. ] Anw I wonder if I ever get a bf will I be matured enough to forgive betrayals. I suppose not, lol. But I do think that running away is uber childish. How nice it will be to even have a crush ... I dont even fucking have one lol. Maybe anime guys really over-power them that much lolol. I love Nuno Bettencourt in the more than words MV, mainly because of his hair. Damn he should go do some hair commercial ... it looks so silky .... and can ....
* keeps wild imaginations to self *
Muahahahaha. Anw this is meant to be a short post so yep, ciao I shall go to sleep aha.
♥12:56 AM
Hey peeeeeepoooooooo.
Today was a not-so-normal-day. Btw, my definition of normal is : Slacking at home, watching anime, eat, sleep & play pokemon LOL. Well anyway, I did all of that until like, 3pm ? Then I went out to meet meh mum at Somerset, Orchard Central to be exact lol. Anyway, we were intending to spend the $ 350 vouchers but seriously there's not much things for her to buy. I saw lots of things that I actually wanted but whatever, it's her voucher so I shall not interfere lolll. Ohoh, I saw this transparent glass-like looking mini piano AND IT'S UBER ADORABLE. There's like two, one is white, one is pink. And inside have all these complicated stuff which I have no idea what they're called but - ok w/e.
SORRY I KNOW I'VE BEEN USING THE ANNOYING W/E SO MANY TIMES TODAY.
Just thought it'd be nice to use it once in awhile. Ok maybe not lol.
Anywayyyyyyyy, we were walking walking walking until we saw this shop which sells anime goods. I saw that store at AMK the other day too, and they sell almost the same things la basically. After going in to that shop I can 100% confirm that buying figurines is ex to the max. Oh did I mention that I don't have much " likes " for figurines ? :/ Hmm. Well, walking and walking and walking along we saw a Levis store, and went in. Guess what, we spent $400 there LOL. She bought 3 skirts and I bought 1 boot cut jeans. Pfft. After that we went to BK and seriously, I WAS TOTALLY ANNOYED THERE. There was this guy, who was like a farking retard. Firstly they got my order wrong, secondly the cashier is speaks too softly, AND THIRDLY THEY FORGOT ABOUT MY ORDER. Like seriously wtf ? My order is right there, on the screen. The food is right thereeee, right infront of me. Yet that guy just walk around walk around looking at my receipt. And guess what, after EVERYONE left there's still 2 burgers left. Then they still wonder whose it is. And Im like : Omg what is wrong with them. So yea, I was totally pissed off, and just took the food and headed to my table lol.
I have been spending so much time on Pokemon recently, mainly because I STILL haven't completed the bloody black and white, and I feel like training my Pokemon. Anw, for God knows what reason, I am suddenly interested in Pokemon TCG. Truth is, I have 0 knowledge about pokemon tcg. Heck, I don't even know wtf is bench pokemon LOL. And the sad thing is I have bought a deck before lmao. I don't even know where it is now, but I remember having a .... OK I DON'T REMEMBER SORRY.
Sidetrack : Btw I am playing pokemon diamond right now, re-battling the stupid elite 4 for a thousandth time -_-
Well ANYWAY, I went to the official pokemon tcg website and saw the tutorials, it kind of helped me understood more of the whole " Pokemon TCG " thing. But yea, I still have tons of doubts about it lol. At least I now know what bench pokemons are :D I am such a retard -_- Well anyway, I tried having a wifi pokemon battle with ANYONE but they started using weird terms like UU, UB, BL ... blablablablabla. Unfortunately for me I only understood the last one, BOYS LOVE. Ok no, it was border line. SERIOUSLY I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THE EFF THAT IS. Only thing I know right now is :
1. Some random pokemon is catagorized in this manner
2. BL is NOT boys love
3. Katsuyuki Konishi has a hot voice.
Ok I know no. 3 is unrelated but yea, Im listening to his songs right now xD Ok shit, I am so not focusing on my pokemon battle while blogging. Argh whatever. Anyway back to my point no. 3 KATSUYUKI KONISHI IS ALSO TAKANO HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Ok la seriously, Sekaiichi hatsukoi has so many farking famous voice actors ... They must be secret yaoi lovers. Jk, I shan't take my fantasies to a whole new level lolwut. Or at least I shan't show it here :P BTW, WHY THE FUCK IS MOLTRES LEARNING SUNNY DAY AT LEVEL 85 ?! I mean, it's a FUCKING MOLTRES. And it's FUCKING LEVEL 85. And still learning Sunny Day. Lol joke. Maybe it's just me because I don't like status affecting moves, and all except moves which inflicts damage wtf. Am I too agressive? But I don't find this style bad ..? Or maybe it's just cause the main story pokemons are so nubbbbbbbb.
Sorry for my random topic jumping habit, can't control it lol. I find it so hard to believe that after hours of tiring pokemon I only managed to train Charizard to hundred? Ugh, so annoying. Anyways, initially I found it very exciting to go to Tokyo. But now, hmmm .... Don't get me wrong, I'm still excited about it, just that I found out some " not-so-pleasant " stuff. I don't know if it's just me being selfish, or it's others wanting too much. OR am I too serious ? Ok anyway, I told some people that I will be bringing back some gifts, yet they keep asking for like, ex stuff. Seriously ex stuff, I mean stuffs like figurines. For example the store that I went today, one small tiny puny key chain cost like $60 + And one tiny figurine maybe about 5 cm tall cost $168. I mean like wtf? How can you expect me to bring something as expensive like that back, I am not even working ? I AM LIKE FUCKING RELYING ON MY PARENT'S MONEY ? And another one. He is a guy, and he is SO VERY persistent. I think it might be my fault that I am impatient but ... ok la HOURS of pestering you not tired ? I mean you not tired I tired leh. Keep pestering me to bring back stuff from Jp, blabla shitz, using so many tactics.
I DON'T OWE YOU ANYTHING. I CAN JUST FUCKING REJECT DIRECTLY.
Yet I was still trying to be patient and rejecting it nicely, wad the hell ? I don't like promising something which I won't do. AND I WON'T BREAK A PROMISE UNLESS IT IS FORCED. What is the point of me promising you that I will bring something back when I won't ? Huh you tell me. Somemore we haven't met for 2 years. You don't feel paisehy ? I tell you I send it to you through mail, you tell me expensive. Please, $2 for mailing, $100 + for your stuff, YOU WAN ACT TELL ME EXPENSIVE? HUH WHAT IS THIS MANZXC.
I think, I am very nice already. I actually, think of it being my fault at first. I didn't just fucking blame it on you straight away. I thought I was being impatient, I thought I was being selfish, don't want to buy anything for other people, I thought I was overly serious, I THOUGHT I WAS OVER-PICKY. BUT NO, REALLY NO. You go and tell your friend la, bring you back $200 + stuff, YOU THINK THEY CAN AFFORD ISIT ? Obviously no right ?
Sorry for ranting so much, lmao. But I don't think anyone reads this blog so yea, I suppose it doesn't matter even if I rant or not rant aha.
Tuesday, May 17, 2011♥3:26 AM
8 days more before I leave SG and our luaggage still not packed yet xD Idk what to bring there though, oh but must dress well if not will look awkward among them loll. Recently I am getting more and more irritated and annoyed. It's like - I am trying my best to be patient but what they say is just .... total stupidity. I realized that Im so picky about things lol, and there are lots that of things that I love, but probably more things that I hate. I dont like persistent people, people who dont know their limits, people who don't have any dreams, people who ain't. an idiot but somehow don't have any common sense, judgemental peeps, people who criticize even though they DO like that particular thing, peoplr who likes/hate something just because everyone likes/hates it, impatient people, irrational people, overly-orderly people, law-by-law people ..... And the list fucking goes on. Btw i wrote that list without even thinking much so you can actually see how many types of people I hate and how picky I am LOL XD
kay anw, it's like almost 4 in the morning so shall get some sleep now xD
Friday, May 13, 2011♥1:03 AM
Hey there bitches, apparently yes I am that bored to blog about my new profile pic lmao. It has been like 3-4 months since I changed my dp and on top of that my dp is epic boring. It's just some random blue for fb and stupid Aizen who wouldnt go away for msn. Oh right, Im uber glad that the stupid Aizen is gone. Many times I tried to change my dp but will dc. Obviously its an Aizen curse LOL. But fret
not because Ichigo has defeated him and my dp can be changed :D Truth is I am bored .... but Im not supposed to be so free, aha. I havent studied for my science yet. Epic win. I really think Im going to fail it tomorrow ... ugh. AND RIGHT
NOW IM PLAYING POKEMON.
I am like - yappin on and on but still not moving my butt to start revising. erhem.
Thursday, May 12, 2011♥7:28 PM
Pfft, it's so confusing for me. Now my mum let my dad come along with us to tokyo but his passport left 3 months need to change but main thing is my mum actually don't want him to go and blabla shitzxc. Ok idk la, if he don't want to go because of the room shitzxc then sua, I shan't feel guilty anymore. Wtf laaaaaaaa, this whole shit thing making me so 烦躁。
Phew, shall not rant on further lol. Today had my maths paper 2, rather easy except for one or two questions. Didnt have the time to check cause I was busy doing this stupid coordinate question ... thank god I actually found out the answer in the end lol. Anw, went to eat Mac with Peggy Tan right after that. I spent like $7+ then when I came back guess what, her mum call her then she needed to go. Fml, so freaking suay. Then I just went home with all the uneaten food. I seriously don't enjoy eating alone outside lmao. So basically I just slept for like tons of hours until like now, oh and I had this dream about cockroaches and me chasing each other. :P Fuck, I really should start studying for my science tmr ... ciao ~
♥12:51 AM
Confirmed. I AM GOING TO TOKYO WOOHOO. Am currently uber uber excited about this lol! I heard that there are slight drizzles every day in Tokyo right now but heck, that's the perfect weather for me. Least I could escape from this crazily hot Singapore xD Anw, I plan to go crazy shopping not only for anime stuff, but also clothes. Liz Lisa is a total must-see. Omg all the frilly dresses, I can imagine them now muahahaha. Ok i sound like a paedophile lol. I think that i should buy Kuroshitsuji black box over there if its cheaper :/ Though I really think $38 is a uber cheap price.
On a side note, I feel kind of guilty. My dad's not coming along with us and I feel so bad right now lol. Am I too soft hearted or what. Ok nvm, shant think about it too much.
Oh, today was a typical Wednesday for me, xcept for the Geog test. Basically I dont think I will fail but theres no qay Im getting an A1 lol. After the test I just went back home straight and slacked in front of the com all the wat until like around 7pm? Then went for my piano, blabla crap. I hate how I always play my exam pieces so nub-ly cause havent warm up yet .. wonder how Im going to survive for the actual exam heh xD Anw after that I headed over to Heren and bought this cute headband, it's blue in color, and theres this small lil' ribbon on one side of it. I have absolutely no idea why I bought it, I mean, I dont have any crazy fetishes for headbands xD Oh well.
PS : It is like 1 in the morning and Im still not asleep, I really dont know how to survive maths paper 2 tmr. My god, shall sleep
now :P Nights world ~
Tuesday, May 10, 2011♥11:06 AM
2 weeks from now, which is like around 20-25th May, I might be going to Tokyo.
Funny thing is we haven't even book the tickets yet so yea, it's like a sudden trip. Basically I'll be going with my mum and probably my aunt for about 5 - 7 days. Sad thing is we didn't book the tickets like about 5 days earlier, and 5 days before the tickets for SIA direct flight from SG to Tokyo Narita Airport was only $400 per person inclusive of tax and surcharges. So now, we have to take a malaysian airline, and it's not a direct flight, and to top it off it costs $600+. So suay, lol.
Anyway, first place we must head to is AKIHABARAAAAAAAA ~ ! Am.so.going.to.start.on.my.mission.x there, to find yaoi doujinsss ~ Ok la Im really very excited for this trip and hopefully the prices for the stupid airplane don't rise before we book lol !
♥10:58 AM
I got scammed.
Yesterday I was celebrating with my mum Mother's Day, and yes I know it's not mother's day but on the day itself I didn't have time to celebrate it with her as we were just on this random boat chilling with my grandma. ANYWAY, so we were at Orchard Central, heading towards Sarang, a Korean restaurant. Initially we wanted to go there because there's this uber huge screen with Kpop mtv playing like throughout the whole time, but somehow they're not playing it until it reaches 7pm. So I was thinking of going to HMV, which was nearby at Somerset @ 313. When I first went in I was looking for Tchaikovsky's piano concerto no. 2 album BUT AFTER THAT I SAWWWWW ....
Sebastian's character CD.
Lol, it was an instant must-buy and I just grabbed it and headed to the cashier. Only after paying then I realized I got scammed. It was $32. FOR 2 SONGS. LOL ! In Japan it's only like $18 so yea, basically I got scammed.
* Must focus on the scammed word *
Hoho, but it wasn't that bad because IT'S SEBASTIAN AFTER ALL :P Ok I know, I'll never learn lol.
